Allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you

So I came to the stunning realization over this holiday weekend that Elisabeth really is leaving, and that there is an overwhelming possibility that I will cry.

Alot.

I just re-found her and now she's going away again. Granted it will not be until february but still as of mid-december which is rapidly aproaching I will not be able to call her up and meet her at Open Eye to distract her from papers or have her show up at the apartment with a grocery bag full of food that we will consume in one evening. Whatever will become of me!